If only

Sometimes i think,

it will be better if i am blind
it will be better if i am deaf
it will be better if i am muted
it will be better if i have physical problems
it will be better if i have no feelings
it will be better if i have memory-lost

But..

i won't get to see you if i am blind
i won't get to hear you if i am deaf
i won't get to talk to you if i am muted
i won't get to go out with you if i have physical problems
i won't get to feel your love and love you if i have no feelings
i won't get to remember you and the happy moments with you

and therefor..

I am still here. For you