Wednesday, June 22, 2005

Sad

Today something has happened in my school and it made me really upset. My classmates and I was chatting as the teacher for the next period was not in the classroom yet. Vanessa, Rafie, Keon Zheng, Michelle, Nadia and I. We were just talking randomly about many topics and it came to a point where they talked about brands for perfumes, handbags, cars and houses that they are staying. Michelle said she likes DIOR perfumes and Nadia and Vanessa nodded their heads by saying, "Oh yes yes!DIOR perfumes are really feminine and awesome!" Vanessa continued by saying, "I have 2 at home, my parents bought them for me for my birthday." They were then continued by talking about handbags, the price and brands that they were using. Keon Zheng and Rafie were looking at them and listening to them. The guys were then talking about cars and houses. Most of them stayed in bungalows or semi-Ds. I remained silent throughout the topic as I did not have any branded perfumes, handbags nor do I stay in bungalows or semi-D. Michelle then turned to me and asked, "Do you like perfumes?what brands do you use?" I answered by saying, "Oh no..i don't really like perfumes.." I was sad when they asked me as i do not have any at home. They then asked me what brands of handbags am i using. I thought it was nothing and i answered them by saying i bought it at one of the stalls in One-Utama shopping mall. I kept on praising that their bags are nice and the prices are reasonable. They gave me a kind of look and they did not speak out a word. They were looking at each other and Keon Zheng said, "wah you use those bags?so cheap." and they started laughing. I felt like a punch on my heart when he said that. After that they continued talking about handbags and i heard that Michelle is using Juicy Couture and Nadia is a fan of Guess. Vanessa has a collection of CarloRino handbags as well. I felt so left out at that moment and i felt that i do not belong to that group. During recess, they always wait for me and we walked to the canteen together, but today they did not wait for me and they just walked off. I am really upset. I hope tomorrow they will not look at me like one kind and forget about what happened today.