Sigh..

Fallen sick..

Was feeling very dizzy and terrible sore throat this morning when i woke up..

Terrible flu as well..

Suppose to attend one of my student's birthday party later but don't think i could make it..

Think i am going to bed again although i just woke up..

Need a rest..

A really long break..for myself..

Rojak emotions + feelings

Today's a very exhausted day for me

Was very rush and lack of sleep..

But luckily everything seem going smoothly

There was a point where i felt

nervous+worry+scare+sad+tired+sleepy+happy+excited+satisfaction

but after all i am happy, very.

Thanks

Unlucky day

Have to remind and warn myself not to be so careless and clumsy anymore starting from today..

Had a date with tze xian, shin yee, lee pui ee and yu chen at Curve Redbox..

I asked my mom to fetch me there as i am not too sure with the parking environment and so i did not wanna drive there..

Coincidentally, she need to fetch my brother from Taylor's so no choice i had to drive to Curve..

I was kinda late and therefor i was rushing to meet them

When i was half way singing, i suddenly thought of my parking ticket..i searched for it in my bad, purse, anywhere possible..still i could not find it

I was praying that it was in my car

After the outing, i walked to my car alone cause Shin Yee's dad was there already and Xian was following her back..

I went to the wrong floor to look for my car..=.=", so i went to the lower floor

I found my car, and i quickly unlock it to look for my parking ticket

I tried to find at every single corner of my car but yet i couldnt find it..

I was so nervous and scared at that time cause i was all alone in the parking area..

I walked back to the shopping mall and requested for help from information counter

The lady asked me to look for the parking booth at parking area

So i gotta walked all the way back to the parking area to look for the parking booth

"Ka-chang"...RM20 gone for the ticket..

They charged me RM20 for a new ticket!Sigh..

I hate it..gotta be more alert and careful the next time

Like what Xian said..

"Learn from Mistakes"

Love addiction

No matter what, i will not give up

Ganbateh!

Dilemma

Feeling helpless

Someone please help me..

Short term memory

Why is my memory so bad?

Sigh have been there for several times and YET i can still get myself lost
turning here and there, passed many shop lots, clubs, roundabouts, schools, factories, turned 3,9,12 in the roundabout and finally i found it..was within the same area playing with "Merry-go-round" for half an hour..Noob...

Supposed to reach half an hour earlier but because of my short term memory, it was later than i expected..

But anyway i got to do what i wanted to and i am extremely happy with it =)

^^

Never realise i actually have such nice and pretty stuffs with me
Heart the necklace so much ^^

<3

If only

Sometimes i think,

it will be better if i am blind
it will be better if i am deaf
it will be better if i am muted
it will be better if i have physical problems
it will be better if i have no feelings
it will be better if i have memory-lost

But..

i won't get to see you if i am blind
i won't get to hear you if i am deaf
i won't get to talk to you if i am muted
i won't get to go out with you if i have physical problems
i won't get to feel your love and love you if i have no feelings
i won't get to remember you and the happy moments with you

and therefor..

I am still here. For you

1st January 2010

1st day of January year 2010 Friday at 1.19pm
my tears fall uncontrollably from my eyes..
knowing that, may be better for me, or worse
i don't know..


But..


I believe there is a reason for every little thing you do
I respect and i understand..
As long as you think it's right and not going against yourself, everything will be fine

Take care..

Welcome 2010

2009 has past..
Standing under the fireworks, i felt the happiness and excitement watching them

And now..
2010 is here..

01/01/10 is a nice date
I hope i will be able to get what i have been wishing for on this memorable date..

But..

Anyways Happy New Year to all and Happy 2010~~
Wishing everyone of you have a good year ahead ^^