Short term memory

Why is my memory so bad?

Sigh have been there for several times and YET i can still get myself lost
turning here and there, passed many shop lots, clubs, roundabouts, schools, factories, turned 3,9,12 in the roundabout and finally i found it..was within the same area playing with "Merry-go-round" for half an hour..Noob...

Supposed to reach half an hour earlier but because of my short term memory, it was later than i expected..

But anyway i got to do what i wanted to and i am extremely happy with it =)

^^

Never realise i actually have such nice and pretty stuffs with me
Heart the necklace so much ^^

<3

If only

Sometimes i think,

it will be better if i am blind
it will be better if i am deaf
it will be better if i am muted
it will be better if i have physical problems
it will be better if i have no feelings
it will be better if i have memory-lost

But..

i won't get to see you if i am blind
i won't get to hear you if i am deaf
i won't get to talk to you if i am muted
i won't get to go out with you if i have physical problems
i won't get to feel your love and love you if i have no feelings
i won't get to remember you and the happy moments with you

and therefor..

I am still here. For you

1st January 2010

1st day of January year 2010 Friday at 1.19pm
my tears fall uncontrollably from my eyes..
knowing that, may be better for me, or worse
i don't know..


But..


I believe there is a reason for every little thing you do
I respect and i understand..
As long as you think it's right and not going against yourself, everything will be fine

Take care..

Welcome 2010

2009 has past..
Standing under the fireworks, i felt the happiness and excitement watching them

And now..
2010 is here..

01/01/10 is a nice date
I hope i will be able to get what i have been wishing for on this memorable date..

But..

Anyways Happy New Year to all and Happy 2010~~
Wishing everyone of you have a good year ahead ^^

If only...

If i were given a chance to hold your hand again, i promise, i will not let go anymore..

Never...

Appreciation

Do appreciate people around you no matter your parents, relatives, siblings, friends, colleagues, partners and everyone that you are close to.

Things will not be as we wish sometimes and it might be too late to make ourselves aware that they actually play a very important role in our lives.

I hope, it will never be too late for me to only realize and aware of everything now

Again, do appreciate people around you. Chances will not be given all the time. People who really love us, feel it with our hearts and cherish them.