The beginning that will never end...

巨蟹座

2010-05-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

-最贪吃
-最懒惰
-最怕没安全感
-爱撒娇使你大受欢迎，但是你却不懂察言观色
-体贴第一名，爱吃第一名，爱家第一名，孝顺第一名，多愁善感第一名
-最感性
-最痴情
-最爱在家里
-最不会计较
-最易羞涩
-最体贴
-最易感觉满足
-最有人情味
-最爱烦恼
-最顾家
-用情最专一

单身也可以很快乐的女生
-第二名巨蟹座（受伤后宁愿独立自立）

最爱在男生面前争宠的女生
-第三名巨蟹座（不甘心被冷落）

So what's your horoscope?I got a note from my friend and i find it very accurate.

That's me =)

Soon and sooner

2010-05-05T01:00:00.002+08:00

I feel much better after crying out.

Please end this asap as i am really tired and stressed out

I need a break. Desperately

Shayne Ward - No Promises

2010-05-03T01:41:00.002+08:00

Enrique Iglesias - Hero

2010-05-02T12:15:00.005+08:00

♥ ♥ ♥

女生的痛，男生永远不懂. 但, 我希望你明白和知道...

2010-04-27T20:58:00.001+08:00

为什么我会那么的依赖你，那是因为我把你当做我的唯一，最信赖的人。

为什么我在你不给我打电话的时候会很生气，因为我想要听到你的声音，感觉你的疼爱。

为什么我会爱生气，因为我只是想要你来哄我，回味我们之间的温存。

我怎么那么爱吃醋，那是因为我爱你，而容不下一点你给其他女生的任何一点温柔。

为什么我爱唠叨让你少喝酒，我也知道那不可能，但是我担心你的身体。

我怎么那么多的眼泪，那是因为我将所有的委屈都化做泪水，而把所有的温柔都留给你。

我愿意为你东奔西跑、为你做很多事，只是因为我爱你，而并不是为了显示自己比你强。

我会在很晚的时候打电话给你，不是不信任你，只是突然很想你，想听听你的声音。

我会想要知道你的一切，想为你分担事情，那是因为我只想要自己是你最亲密的人。

当分手来到时，我那坚强的语言后面是多么伤的伤痛！

分手后我不是不痛，而是痛到连看到你就会无法自拔！

我的爱是那么深。一旦爱上就不能自已。隐瞒的那么深，不要带给你困扰！而自己哭泣！

我的爱！脆弱又坚强，不要欺骗玩弄感情。

当你说不爱我了。我不会缠着你。只要你快乐，我愿意放开你。

在分手后, 我那笑的背后有了多少的悲痛！

如果爱，请深深的爱我，对我负责，给我一生幸福。
如果不爱，请不要享受我的独爱，放开我，让别的男人来给我幸福。
不要挥霍爱情，爱情挥霍完了，就会挥霍了我的生命。

If only...

2010-04-23T01:04:00.003+08:00

I am thinking,
of those days
If only...
If only...
If only...
there are so many "if only"...

The term "if only" is only be used for something that has past, and you wish that something could be changed to a better ending, which is impossible

OR

something that is going to happen in the future, something that you wish to happen

and i am using it, for both..
there are many "if only" in my mind
which i think is impossible

I hope my life will be changed and different by then..

ミス

2010-04-19T01:09:00.001+08:00

I miss it

Bits and pieces...

2010-04-16T03:43:00.007+08:00

"So near yet so far, I thought i saw you, instead I saw your mom's car"

"11 days to a year I've chat with you, I feel like crying now, sense of regret is so overwhelming"

"How i wish you miss call me again so i can hear your voice, how i wish"

Tears are dropping
but I'm smiling
because i know
you're fine..
and happy with ur life now

OMG&B!!!!!

2010-04-13T02:05:00.005+08:00

See that?

This is CRAZY!!!

I'm gonna uninstall you after tomorrow!!

疼女友的45种方式

2010-04-06T01:21:00.001+08:00

1.向新朋友介绍女友时，请搂着她的腰，而不是站在一旁用手指点。

2.在街上遇见美女凝视时间不超过5秒，并迅速指出那位美女与她相比较的美中不足。
3.如果她做错了事，心里已经很难过，请主动承担起你应该甚至不应该承担的责任吧。
4.听女友话的男人才会有出息，所以，你要乖乖听她的话。
5.她可以欺负你，但你绝对不可以欺负她，因为她虽然欺负你，但是每次有什么好东西，她第一个想到的就是你!
6.要是她朝你哭，你要不厌其烦地哄她，直到她破涕为笑!
7.把她的照片帖到钱包，手机……一切经常看到的地方。
8.离开她绝对不超过十天以上
9.在她的朋友面前，希望你可以表现得比平时更疼爱她和紧张她的样子。
10.大男人不表示霸道.
11.温柔不等于没主见。
12.潇洒不等于没交代
13.不要老是在我问她“去那里比较好”，“吃什么”等等的时候说“随便”，这不等于是你在迁就她，只表示你没有心思搭理她.
14.要经常对她说“我爱你”，否则她会假设你不爱她
15永远不要在公众场合对她呼呼吼吼又或是撇下她一人。
16.她做错事情的时候教训她不要紧，最重要的是在那之后要哄
17.发脾气时不要不理她，不要给时间她让她冷静，其实她完全不需要时间冷静。
18.可以陪自己的朋友，但一定要重色轻友。
19.她看动画片，你不但不准笑话她，还要跟她一起看。
20.在她想你时，争分夺秒地挤出时间与她约会
21.看她的眼神无比专注。
22.话的语气情深意长。
23.能做到客观的得看到其它优秀的女孩，但主观认为她才是最好的
24.有女孩和你说话，你要拉着她的手，如果她恰巧不在旁边，那么请你跟她们保持距离。
25.过马路的时候牵着她的手。
26.要懂得珍惜和她在一起的每分钟。
27.就算再忙，每天都不忘打一个问候的电话28．要常常唱情歌给她听。
29.两个人都有发火的权利，但不能同一天, 如果那一天她发火了，那你就不可以发火了。
30.女友生活中不顺心，你要循循善诱、帮忙分析，提出建设性方案若干
31.要非常爱你的女友---她，坚决拥护女友的决定，服从女友的领导。
32.留意其它女生不得超过5秒钟，看同一女生累计不得超过 5次。
33.即使全世界的人都不相信她，你也要无条件相信她。因为她也会同样对你。
34.她穿了好看的衣服，你要衷心赞美。
35.严禁在女士(3岁－80岁)面前耍贫，放电。若有违反，视情节严重程度，由女友从严、从快进行严厉打击.任何人、任何形式的狡辩，抵赖都将按妨碍司法公正论处。
36.不抽烟。一经发现立即开除。
37.与女友吵架每次陈述不得超过3分钟(含)，音量不得超过20分贝(含)。
38.要加强锻炼，强健身体,一口气抱她上到五楼
39.在她心情遭透，蛮横发脾气的时候，抱抱她，而不是和她理论。
40.希望不会出现手机没电而她又没有其它办法联系到你的现象，如果能频频主动打电话告诉她“我想你了”并随时汇行踪则更好。
41.她身上有很多缺点，她已经够苦恼了，请不必随时向她提醒。
42.女友不讲理是撒娇而不是撒野。
43.她所有的事情都好想跟你分享、虽然你不一定会明白但是希望你会装做你在听。
44.女友送的东西一定要天天带在身边
45.最重要的一点：要永远认为女友是对的。因为...她是最爱你的

珍惜

2010-04-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

当你喜欢我的时候，我不喜欢你
当你爱上我的时候，我喜欢上你
当你离开我的时候，我却爱上你
是你走得太快，还是我跟不上你的脚步?

当心死了，所有的一切也都结束了
不要对那些真诚付出的爱意熟视无睹，
不要等突然意识到失去时才后悔莫及.

或许，当他有一天真的离开了，
你会发现，
真正离不开彼此的，
是你，
不是他...

ROAR

2010-03-28T00:15:00.004+08:00

Leopards in the cadge..

Set me freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Stress

2010-03-25T17:35:00.002+08:00

STRESSSSSSSSSS!!!!!

My brain is ~!@#$%^&* now

We always do things last minute (which is really a bad habit)

12nd April

By then everything will be done and stress will be gone!

Embarrassment

2010-03-25T15:40:00.002+08:00

I am feeling very embarrassing. Seriously

Can anyone convince me that "she" wasn't me?

Super Junior - Sorry Sorry

2010-03-19T15:22:00.004+08:00

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Baraboneun nunbit soge
Nunbit soge naneun machi
Naneun machi mwoe hollin nom (Ijen beoseonajido motae)
Georeooneun neoui moseup
Neoui moseup neoneun machi
Nae simjangeul barpgo wannabwa (Ijen beoseonajido motae)

Eodil gana dangdanghage
Utneun neoneun maeryeokjeok
Chakhan yeoja ilsaegiran
Saenggakdeureun bopyeonjeok
Dodohage geochim eopge
Jeongmal neoneun hwansangjeok
Dorikil su eobseulmankeum
Nege ppajyeo beoryeosseo

CHORUS:
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta
Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl I
Nunmantteumyeon ni saenggak (Hey girl)
Janakkaena sasil neo hana bakke anboyeo
(Malhaebwa) Ni mame naega
(Malhaebwa) Jari jabanneunji
(Malhaejwo) Naege malhaejwo
(Naneun babo babo babo)

Jubyeon saramdeureun malhae
Naega neomu jeokgeukjeok
I sesange geureon saram
Eodi handurinyago
Geugeol molla geunyeol molla
Sigihamyeo haneun mal
Naega bureopdamyeon geugeon
Geudaedeuri jineun geo

CHORUS:
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta
Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttararara
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Let's dance dance dance dance
Let's dance dance dance dance
Let's dance dance dance dance
Dance dance

Hey ije geuman naege wajullae
Jeongmal michil geotman gata yeah
Nan neoman saranghago sipeo
Jeoldae dasi hannun pal saenggak eobseo hey, hey, hey

Aeiniragiboda chingugateun
Naega doego sipeo
Neoui modeun gomin seulpeum
Hamkke ganjikhagopa
Dasi eobseul mankeum mankeum
Neoreul neomu saranghae
Naega baran saram niga baro geu
That that that girl

CHORUS:
Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Cancer; Cancerian

2010-03-18T15:27:00.005+08:00

Cancers are very emotional people who perceive everything happening around them. They have many illusions and fantasi...especially about their life. Cancers are very intuitive, easily understanding other people\'s feelings, which makes them natural psychologists.People born under the sign of Cancer are very emotional and very protective. Their ruling planet is the Moon, which endows them with sensitivity and a great parental instinct. Their humor varies, depending greatly on what is happening around them. Cancer people will look for a partner who will offer them stability and protection, and who dream about building a home with many children.

Does this convey a good or bad message? or both?

Sometimes being overly protective is nothing good,
Perhaps your partner might think you are controlling their lives

Expressing your feeling by being emotional at times is excusable,
but things will go worse if you are overly emotional.

In lives we do imagine, we do have imaginations and illusions,
again, being too imaginative could be a negative attitude.

But hey, these are the criteria of a Cancerian!

What do you expect? ;)

爱情

2010-03-17T23:12:00.011+08:00

如果不爱我, 请你离开我..

如果真的爱我, 请你紧紧地拥抱我,

一心一意地对待我,

维护我,

不要让我再次地为你而流泪...

If you let go your hand

I promise, i'll walk away
and never look back...

Just want you to know...

2010-03-17T00:13:00.003+08:00

I am not your cup of tea =)

Thoughts

2010-03-09T23:15:00.002+08:00

I thought i know,
but i actually do not know

I thought i can,
but i actually cannot

I thought i do,
but i actually do not

I thought i am,
but i am actually not

I thought i will,
but i will actually not

1+1=100

2010-03-05T23:42:00.003+08:00

Sigh depression and stress..

The weather nowadays is really torturing us

It was bloody hot in the afternoon and it rains in the early evening

Gotta walk under the rain few times and ended up sneezing and having flu now

Depression + stress + dilemma + rain

= SICK

Pui Ee needs to go for counseling..

or worse come to worse

Psychologist.

Stress

2010-03-05T00:13:00.002+08:00

AAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH T.T

Thought

2010-03-02T22:37:00.003+08:00

Life has ups and downs,

Problems are unavoidable

No matter how much you need the person to be with you when you have problems and stress

The one who is solving and supposed to solve the problems, is still you yourself

Sometimes being too dependent on someone would be a weakness

What if the person is no longer with you one day?

Learn to be independent and strong

That's how we learn and grow up in life.

Golf balls?

2010-03-01T23:14:00.003+08:00

ROFL if that applies in Malaysia, bet none of the non players would ever dare to steal/collect the golf balls

Bjoernar a.k.a handsome a.k.a cute a.k.a smart BOY

2010-03-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

I was looking through my school kids' picture and i really miss few of them that have left

Some have gone back to their own countries,

some have transferred to another school, and

some have transferred to primary international school..

Bjoernar, pronounced as "bio-nar"

has gone back to his own country,

i will not get to see him anymore..sobs sobs

I remembered him giving me lots of huggies and kisses before

he is really a cute and adorable boy

he listens to whatever me and other teachers say

I miss you Bjoernar!

Don't you think he is cute and adorable??

The future Brad Pitt! =D

Vs

2010-02-27T00:35:00.004+08:00

People do change
Everyone changes at times
from negative to positive or vice versa
Slight changes can be understood
but to a totally different person
it would be scary and to fear about

At this point,
He could have treated you well
instead, VERY
giving you as much love as he could
giving you as much concern as he could
but when things were different
he could have treated you as if you are nobody
taking you as no one

He could have smiled at you in front of you
but cursed you like nobody's business behind you

This big changes has really given a big fear to the people around him
when is it that you are saying the truth?
and when is it that you are telling lies?
or may be..
you were telling lies all these while

Being with this kind of person
will only cause you to be more confused and frustrated every single minute
this is definitely worse than anything that you think its worst for you

So,
be smart and conscious all the time
we do not grow without lessons

Life is not a final, it's daily pop quizzes

Learn from those lessons
the quizzes ahead then are not a barrier for you anymore
prepare yourself for the quizzes and learn from mistakes
Do not put yourself to the end of the world
Open yourself up
and you will see loads of lovely things and lovely people around you
Feel and appreciate them with you heart

Take care,
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

CNY yoyo~~

2010-02-23T21:36:00.007+08:00

So how was your CNY?

Mine wasn't that bad neither it was interesting though

Going back hometown was a torture for me as it was supposed to be a 3 hours journey but ended up we have used up 4 hours to reach Kuantan.

Why?

JAM!! zzzz...

But i was being pig in the car so yeah pity my dad =(

Look what's this?

Nothing is better than having a sweet yummy dark chocolate while stuck in a jam~~

Vintana Hotel, a 4 star hotel that we stayed, it was really huge and nice!

My little cousin and I =D

Not to forget snapping an individual picture of mine.^^

Although this year i got lesser Ang pow money but better than none right?

Wish all of you having a prosperous tiger year ahead ya! xoxo~~

F*CK

2010-02-21T03:14:00.004+08:00

Pervert idiot stupid useless noob asshole bastard slut

FARK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~!@#$%^&*(

Sorry and excuse my those words on top

The final one last time that i am gonna curse this fella

Close one eye?

Close both eyes, both ears, nose, mouth yet i am still feeling disgusted

Pink vs any other colours

2010-02-21T02:02:00.005+08:00

My blog which used to be pink for the background,

have been changing to many other colours like black, white, blue etc etc

but never one could last for more than a month

because i will still stick to pink!

Wanted to give my blog a change but too bad
I am addicted to PINK =D

Pink gives me a feeling of feminine, lovely, sweet, adorable and pampered.

Love you PINK! *heart heart*

I searched for "pink heart" in google image and this came out

Lovely isn't it? =D

To me or not to me

2010-02-20T17:01:00.004+08:00

To me or not to me,

It does not matter to me anymore.

We got to look forward for better life, people and not looking back for history

What for?

It is useless and lifeless

Tears do not fall for no reason.

but my tears are not going to fall for these kind of reasons anymore

I deserve happiness and that's why I am going to be happy

72 Tenants Of Prosperity

2010-02-17T04:26:00.003+08:00

Seriously,

you should really watch 72 Tenants Of Prosperity

Synopsis

In the 1970s, Hong Kong's rapacious landlords try to evict 72 tenants but sworn brothers Ha Kung (Eric Tsang) and Shek Kin (Jacky Cheung) helped the group of 72 defeat the landlord and landlady and coincidentally rescue Siu To Hung (Anita Yuen) from a planned forced marriage. When both sworn brothers fall for Siu To Hung and propose to her, she flips a coin and Ha wins her hand in marriage. The sworn brothers become sworn enemies and Shek's hatred fuels intense rivalry against Ha in business dealings. They continue to clash in 2010 and are in competition in the busiest street in the city, which is still home to the 72 tenants

This show will really makes you LOL and puts everything aside!*even forgetting your love ones*

Hong Kong movies really much better than our Malaysia's like Woohoo..cannot fight! =D

Watch it if you have time!! <3

p/s : CNY updates will be soon after i have uploaded the photos *winks*

Trauma

2010-02-12T12:08:00.003+08:00

It was already very late yesterday night and i was about to head to bed

Once i closed my eyes, everything started flushing into my mind

I am starting to worry things that have not happened, they will happen, just that not so soon

Tears drop from my eyes like water flowing in the river

Am i worrying about it a bit too early?

I don't know but mood really swings these few days

Since it's HAPPY chinese new year

Let's be happy and put everything aside

Enjoy to the fullest!

Tomorrow will be better =D

Happy Chinese New Year

2010-02-11T15:45:00.003+08:00

It's tiger year and i hereby wish all my friends and people around me a prosperous Chinese New Year

Wish all of you get lots of lots of Ang pow this year!!
$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

Photoshooting

2010-02-10T00:02:00.004+08:00

Was browsing through my pictures and i found this pic!

I kinda like it because the feel is there, somehow.

Plus make up, hair-do and accessories

I was suppose to act like a wealthy woman?

It was extremely hot that day as it was 12 i the afternoon.

It was really tiring but i did enjoy =D

Oh yeah the shooting venue was at Taman Jaya park nearby Amcorp Mall

New

2010-02-07T23:57:00.001+08:00

New tempelate, new skin colour, new blog url =D

I, definitely need a chg!

So i have, have you?

Bored..

2010-02-03T01:01:00.011+08:00

Sometimes we are just so bored sitting infront of the com doing nothing
What can i do at late night?

Tadaa..!

WEBBIE~~!!!

*We were working with our acting skills*

Take 1 - normal

Take 2 - pout

Take 3 - happy

Take 4 - sad

Take 5 - enjoying sweetness

Take 6 - angry

Take 7 - ???????

HAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHHAHA!

excuse us k..we were just too bored ='(

Sigh..

2010-01-23T14:02:00.002+08:00

Fallen sick..

Was feeling very dizzy and terrible sore throat this morning when i woke up..

Terrible flu as well..

Suppose to attend one of my student's birthday party later but don't think i could make it..

Think i am going to bed again although i just woke up..

Need a rest..

A really long break..for myself..

Rojak emotions + feelings

2010-01-21T23:26:00.002+08:00

Today's a very exhausted day for me

Was very rush and lack of sleep..

But luckily everything seem going smoothly

There was a point where i felt

nervous+worry+scare+sad+tired+sleepy+happy+excited+satisfaction

but after all i am happy, very.

Thanks

Unlucky day

2010-01-16T23:48:00.004+08:00

Have to remind and warn myself not to be so careless and clumsy anymore starting from today..

Had a date with tze xian, shin yee, lee pui ee and yu chen at Curve Redbox..

I asked my mom to fetch me there as i am not too sure with the parking environment and so i did not wanna drive there..

Coincidentally, she need to fetch my brother from Taylor's so no choice i had to drive to Curve..

I was kinda late and therefor i was rushing to meet them

When i was half way singing, i suddenly thought of my parking ticket..i searched for it in my bad, purse, anywhere possible..still i could not find it

I was praying that it was in my car

After the outing, i walked to my car alone cause Shin Yee's dad was there already and Xian was following her back..

I went to the wrong floor to look for my car..=.=", so i went to the lower floor

I found my car, and i quickly unlock it to look for my parking ticket

I tried to find at every single corner of my car but yet i couldnt find it..

I was so nervous and scared at that time cause i was all alone in the parking area..

I walked back to the shopping mall and requested for help from information counter

The lady asked me to look for the parking booth at parking area

So i gotta walked all the way back to the parking area to look for the parking booth

"Ka-chang"...RM20 gone for the ticket..

They charged me RM20 for a new ticket!Sigh..

I hate it..gotta be more alert and careful the next time

Like what Xian said..

"Learn from Mistakes"

Love addiction

2010-01-07T15:15:00.001+08:00

No matter what, i will not give up

Ganbateh!

Dilemma

2010-01-06T22:07:00.002+08:00

Feeling helpless

Someone please help me..

Short term memory

2010-01-05T23:01:00.003+08:00

Why is my memory so bad?

Sigh have been there for several times and YET i can still get myself lost
turning here and there, passed many shop lots, clubs, roundabouts, schools, factories, turned 3,9,12 in the roundabout and finally i found it..was within the same area playing with "Merry-go-round" for half an hour..Noob...

Supposed to reach half an hour earlier but because of my short term memory, it was later than i expected..

But anyway i got to do what i wanted to and i am extremely happy with it =)

^^

2010-01-04T23:48:00.007+08:00

Never realise i actually have such nice and pretty stuffs with me
Heart the necklace so much ^^

<3

If only

2010-01-03T02:55:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i think,

it will be better if i am blind
it will be better if i am deaf
it will be better if i am muted
it will be better if i have physical problems
it will be better if i have no feelings
it will be better if i have memory-lost

But..

i won't get to see you if i am blind
i won't get to hear you if i am deaf
i won't get to talk to you if i am muted
i won't get to go out with you if i have physical problems
i won't get to feel your love and love you if i have no feelings
i won't get to remember you and the happy moments with you

and therefor..

I am still here. For you

1st January 2010

2010-01-01T13:22:00.004+08:00

1st day of January year 2010 Friday at 1.19pm
my tears fall uncontrollably from my eyes..
knowing that, may be better for me, or worse
i don't know..

But..

I believe there is a reason for every little thing you do
I respect and i understand..
As long as you think it's right and not going against yourself, everything will be fine

Take care..

Welcome 2010

2010-01-01T04:07:00.002+08:00

2009 has past..
Standing under the fireworks, i felt the happiness and excitement watching them

And now..
2010 is here..

01/01/10 is a nice date
I hope i will be able to get what i have been wishing for on this memorable date..

But..

Anyways Happy New Year to all and Happy 2010~~
Wishing everyone of you have a good year ahead ^^

If only...

2009-12-30T02:09:00.005+08:00

If i were given a chance to hold your hand again, i promise, i will not let go anymore..

Never...

Appreciation

2009-12-29T02:31:00.001+08:00

Do appreciate people around you no matter your parents, relatives, siblings, friends, colleagues, partners and everyone that you are close to.

Things will not be as we wish sometimes and it might be too late to make ourselves aware that they actually play a very important role in our lives.

I hope, it will never be too late for me to only realize and aware of everything now

Again, do appreciate people around you. Chances will not be given all the time. People who really love us, feel it with our hearts and cherish them.

Ai de jiu shi ni

2009-12-28T03:07:00.002+08:00

Shi qu cai hui dong de zhen xi..

Sorry for every little things i said and did to you

Sorry..

MERRY CHRISTMAS

2009-12-25T04:08:00.004+08:00

Merry X'mas to all..
Hopefully you guys have gotten presents and things that you all wish.
I am still waiting for santa to give me gift that i have been wishing for
Will be waiting.

Merry X'mas

Cut

2009-12-24T03:01:00.000+08:00

Hopefully tonight will be the last night that my eyes are gonna be swollen and the last night that im going to bed at 2, 3 or 4am.

Dilemma

2009-12-15T02:06:00.001+08:00

For once again it comes to my mind..in every 5 minutes

Why does this happen again?

The feeling..

that has been surrounding me..

How do i get rid of it?

I am looking at you..talking to you softly..

What am i doing?

I do..i really do..

Should i..?

I am scare..no confidence..

Should i just leave it forever?

Dilemma...

I'm closing my eyes..closing my mind..

What about my heart?

Looking at it..reminds me of something..someone..

What should i do?

Dilemma...

4.03 am

2009-12-10T04:03:00.002+08:00

Finally!!

Done!!! =D

3.07am

2009-12-10T03:08:00.000+08:00

Still processing.......

............

KL Dear Park

2009-12-07T03:28:00.004+08:00

Again it was drizzling for a period of time on that day but yeah everything went not so bad though =D

Lost

2009-11-27T04:15:00.009+08:00

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Mariah Carey - Thank God I Found You

2009-11-22T15:45:00.002+08:00

I would give up everything
Before I'd separate myself from you
After so much suffering
I've finally found a man that's true
I was all by myself for the longest time
So cold inside
And the hurt from the heart it would not subside
I felt like dying
Until you saved my life

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

I would give you everything
There's nothing in this world I wouldn't do
To ensure your happiness
I'll cherish every part of you
Because without you beside me I can't survive
I don't wanna try
If you're keeping me warm each and every night
I'll be all right
Cause I need you in my life

Thank God I found you (I'm begging you)
I was lost without you (so lost without you)
My every wish and every dream (every dream, every dream)
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight (brought the sunlight)
Completed my whole life
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Cause baby I'm so thankful
I found you

See I was so desolate
Before you came to me
Looking back I guess it shows that we were destined to shine
After the rain to appreciate
And care for what we have
And I'd go through it all over again
To be able to feel this way

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you (lost without you baby)
My every wish and every dream
Somehow became reality
When you brought the sunlight
Completed my whole life (whole life)
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
Sweet baby I'm so thankful I found you

Thank God I found you
I was lost without you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you
I'm overwhelmed with gratitude
My baby I'm so thankful I found you

=D

Another picture of me

2009-11-21T00:26:00.001+08:00

Photoshooting

2009-11-15T21:28:00.003+08:00

Had a photoshooting session with Brendan Lee on one of the Sundays

We had fun that day although it was drizzling and raining once in a while

Check out his blog for more pictures =)

*HugZzzz*

Frus

2009-10-31T16:56:00.004+08:00

After so long classes on Saturday is back again SIGH

It was already 2 years back when I had classes on the Saturday

Thought of sleeping a LIL later on the weekends but still gotta get up early on the Saturday for a boring lecture

BUT luckily we had our classes on the computer lab with internet access kekeke

I get to chat and FB at the same time =P

and luckily there is one hour lunch break woohoo!

Btw I am addicted to Japanese food hehe

Had been to more than 4 different restaurants for Japanese food within 2 weeks

Gonna go for Japanese food again later at subang YIPEE~~ =D

Picnic

2009-10-31T00:04:00.001+08:00

where and what was i looking at?

I have no idea =P

It's been a while

2009-10-23T22:15:00.002+08:00

It has been a while since I've updated my blog

*kinda tired these few weeks*

neways I realized there are actually quite a number of people reading newspaper because as for me, i would'nt have realized if any of my friends appears in the newspaper =P

Oh anyways i was at The Start newspaper on tuesday. Was invited by Fengy to Maybelline NY Simply Fabulous event.

Nasa who is the Journalist of Youth section in The Star, took a photograph of me printed on The Star, Youth section page 9 on 20th October 2009, Tuesday

=D

Photoshoot

2009-10-09T21:06:00.015+08:00

I am really tired these few days

here are some of the pictures that I took for photoshoot that day =D

That's all ^^
Hope that you all will like the pictures

Things that we do when we are bored

2009-10-05T22:47:00.009+08:00

Take 1

Take 2

Take 3

Take 4

Take 5

Take 6

Take 7

HAHA..! =P

Something different

2009-09-28T20:57:00.010+08:00

Pictures will be uploaded soon..

Something that is different..

A call

2009-09-28T00:08:00.004+08:00

It was in the morning at about 8am
as you know adults are off to work and children are off to schools at that time
So on one fine day
My uncle received a call
It was a harsh man's voice with a young boy's background sound shouting

"Daddy rescue me, daddy daddy daddy...."

the man continued his conversation

"Bank in RM100k into *** bank if you want your son back or i will murder him"

and guess what did my uncle reply...?

"Oh you can just murder him then" *put the phone down*

LOL my uncle said that is because although his son has already been sent to school, but he could recognise the way his son talks to him
my uncle is 100% sure that the boy wasn't his son

neways same case happened to my uncle's friend

"Since when i have a son? im not married"

HAHA~!!LMAO

Tell me

2009-09-26T02:00:00.002+08:00

What's your first thought when you see this?

Dreams vs reality

2009-09-25T00:32:00.001+08:00

Leaving the darkness, trying to reach the sunshine

May I?

"Where Got Ghost"

2009-09-23T22:47:00.003+08:00

Jack Neo’s recent comedy-horror’s “Where Got Ghost”, with their most famous family featuring in the last story. They have got three story, each with a moral value to learn. LOL.

First story is that there are ghost on the street sides. As everyone knows on the 7th month, Chinese likes to pray for their ancestors as well as the hungry ghost. The 7th month is also called the hungry ghost festival. Well, will not say much about the storyline. But this storyline wasn’t that good, it was just eating the oranges of a ghost, so the ghost pester him. The moral value was something about not being too greedy as a person!

I kind of liked the part when the car came crashing down. Cause we expected that he would get hit by a car, but didn’t know it would be so unexpected to hit him from the top. The hokkien parts was hilarious nonetheless, the usual style of Jack Neo. I do not understand hokkien so i gotta read the subtitle in order to laugh!LOL

The second story was the army story that showed that there are ghost in the forest. They are not suppose to take any short cuts but the did. Whoever that take short cuts will get to meet the ghost. HAHA! But I like the part when they went to do their big business then they saw the ghost, that was so hilarious, not scary at all since I know it’s using the effects like blue screen. HAHA

The moral value for this story is not to take shortcuts in life as you have to pay for every shortcut that you take. ^^ This line has a lot of depth to it, because it’s not literally only.

The last story was the famous family that features in most of the other Jack Neo’s films. I felt the part when the mother went to haunt the family members with her famous lines, really really hilarious. Especially the first one with Mark Lee : “Where is my red colour bra? With mickey mouse on it.”, obviously you must watch all the previous film done by Jack Neo in order to understand it and find it funny.

This moral value was that health and safety is the most important, as they kept asking their mother for money. However, she protected them when there was a landslide that happened in front of their eyes. She appeared in front of them.

Quite a funny yet horrible show to watch. 3/5 stars i would give =)

2009-09-22T03:27:00.003+08:00

A story from my "Daddy"

There was a little princess name ...
Ee Iup
and she was a lonely princess
she loves cooking...
singing
playing piano
but she's lonely
so one day the king decides to find her a prince charming
he hosted a big dinner
all the prince from around the world
dying to meet this BEAAAaautiful princess
so one from the Pigland
Prince Pig
came to the castle to meet Princess
and Prince Pig said "
"Snort ...SNort snort snort SNORT!"
in translation... "Snort ...SNort snort snort SNORT!"
the princess
never could understand it
so she said no to him
next the prince from Rrrrribitland
Prince de la Frog
came up to her and said "
i am the one u shall marry
come kiss me and i shall be a handsome young prince you've been desiring for
and of course
the princess said no
she was disgusted by Prince de la Frog's slimy lips
and said no
so off went Prince de la frog
now
ten ten ten
Prince Bleu Whale
from the kingdom of ocean
swam from the seven seas
so prince Bleu whale
hops on the land
and finally landed on the door step of the event
there it was laying helplessly but dying to meet her
said.... please princess....
eventhough i may not be all that
but i will jump out from the ocean water just to be with you
forever will i be yours
.... with such courage and determination
Prince bleu whale got her heart
ok so they lived happily ever after

haha where is my Prince Bleu Whale??!!

Home made mooncakes!

2009-09-19T17:41:00.024+08:00

Pictures of the day that i have captured!

it was really fun making mooncakes..^^ they taste great!

You will not find it anywhere outside!

Almond and macadamia nuts!

That's the inner part of a mooncake - red bean

Mixed nuts + Chicken floss + Hennessey
This is really really really nice and healthy

The outer layer

1 hour passed, 2 hours passed, 3 hours passed etc etc etc..

and finally..

and bread too!!

It was really simple and fast but i forgot the steps already LOL!

Eat this bread with butter = PERFECT! yummy~~

Oh anyway there was a puppy in the house!hehe

Its a male poodle! does it look like one..?lol

It looks exactly like a soft toy when carrying him

excuse for the messy hair ><

I can truly understand why are the mooncakes so expensive

it's really a hard work and many processes

although the cost is obviously lower, i mean much lower

and mooncakes are great!

i enjoy the fun of making it =D

the feeling of satisfaction..woohoo!!

Tiring day

2009-09-19T04:06:00.003+08:00

I have gone out since 7am today and guess what?

I reached home at 12 something am..

I had been outside for almost 3 quarter of a day!!

Although it was really an exhausting day for me

but i have learnt making mooncakes and breads!

ingredients are easy to get but steps are more difficult to understand..

will update some of the pictures that i have captured soon

*Hugs*

Wish

2009-09-18T00:37:00.003+08:00

I am always dreaming to get a personal grand piano. I mean a white grand piano

when only my dream will come true? Hmmm

Wonderful! Love it <3

..:: Puppy ::..

2009-09-16T16:30:00.006+08:00

His name is Bubbles

2 months old ONLY !!!!!

I want one too ='(

2009-09-14T00:32:00.002+08:00

We were in a house at second floor

Both of us did not talk or look at each other

Something has happened

I was walking around doing what I had to do

You walked down

I was holding some clothes with my arms, preparing to put them into washing machine

You walked up to second floor..walked towards me and you said..

"I wan't to break up"

I was stunned, speechless

I hold you hand, I could see tears on your eyes

and so do mine

I could see that you are still loving me

I asked you why

I said I did not want to break, or leave you

cause I still love you

but you just walked away

and left me behind..

I Do....!

2009-09-13T23:25:00.001+08:00

If only you ...

Secret

2009-09-13T20:19:00.003+08:00

Water

2009-09-13T00:57:00.007+08:00

Water..? Its a need in human every day's life

Role of water in our body

1) Water is important for breathing and control arrange body temperature

2) Water is important to protect major organ including bone joint

3) Water brings nutrient and oxygen to all cells in out body

4) Help body to absorb nutrient

5) Change the feed to energy and remove unwanted waste

BUT ...

I can actually survive without drinking a drop of water a day = today ><

I mean i do take other liquids like Rebinna, honey or whatever drinks that is in my fridge but isn't water plays an important role in our lives?

People like me whom do not like to drink water and expecting me to drink atleast 8, yeah 8 glasses of water per day !

What can i do to foster myself on drinking more water? =(

Sigh....

Genting..!

2009-09-12T03:42:00.004+08:00

Aloha!!!

There is a trip to my second home again - GENTING on October

hehe hopefully nothing will block or stop me from going for the trip

why am i so excited? no idea LOL

My friends edited for me

LOVE IT! *hugs*

Hmmm

2009-09-10T21:29:00.004+08:00

How will you react when someone tells you that you are pretty/handsome?

or

How will you react when someone tells you that you are ugly?

What will your response be?

So random of me posting this haha!

neways

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDREW!

*i drew this cake in msn haha*

FB quizzz

2009-09-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

Its great!! try it out

its kinda true for me. I guess

http://apps.facebook.com/lv_test/index.php

my cute little xianne!

2009-09-09T00:41:00.005+08:00

Had the mood of webcam-ing with my cute little xiannie!!

A silly yet tough girl friend of mine

We showing <3 to each other =P

Miss you so much xian..! will be seeing her end of this year woohoo!

!@#$%^&*(

2009-09-08T21:26:00.002+08:00

Such a pervert, JERK!

OMG!!

Feel so sick of him

Hopefully i will not get to see him anymore

*signing off with the feeling of disgusted*

Phrase

2009-09-08T02:25:00.004+08:00

"You can choose to love or not to love me, but i can tell you i will only choose to love or love you more"

Awww don't you think its sweet..?

It will melt a girl's heart

2009-09-05T17:35:00.005+08:00

Few days ago, when i was about to work in the morning

When i looked out..guess what's outside my house gate...?

TADAA..!!

A Golden Retriever Puppy!

I quickly brought him into my house and fed him with some dog foods

He is just so cute when he ran and jumped!

I played with him until i was late to work =P

but a lady came and took him away as that's her puppy sobs ='(

*Missing him*

Orphan

2009-09-05T00:22:00.004+08:00

Beginning was kinda boring =P

but after that was interesting

worth to watch in cinema though

Max is really cute..what a innocent face!

Esther is really horrible..><

oh yeah and they censored too much..=.="

or else it would be nicer to watch!HAHA

My beloved Genting

2009-09-02T01:25:00.026+08:00

My friends used to say that Genting is my second home

but I dont agree with them!cause I only go once in probably 3 months? hehe

neways it was just a short 2 days trip with my cousins and siblings

went there just to had dinner and breakfast the next morning LOL

Oh yeah..and bowling!!

and it is freaking COLD in genting now.VERY!was freezing

see the mist? crazy

When I reached Genting was already dinner time

so we went shopping after dinner

We went bowling after that! *as usual*

=P

normally we use half an hour to complete a game

but on that day we have spent 1 hour + at bowling alley!haha

wonder why? Here its the reason

Now you know why we spent 1 hour + in there =D

Next stop would be starbucks!!

Ordered few drinks, croissant and a tiramisu cake.YUMMY~~

Last stop ---------------- =P

Breakfast for next morning! ^^

There were 17 of us altogether and we have actually paid total of RM500+ for that "delicious and

variety" breakfast =.= woot!

Although there was only 3 of us

but............

TADAA~~!! we still managed to finish them LOL

Our hair were all wet!it was really cold ><

I just <3 to go genting dont know why

When will be my next trip to genting? Hmmm

What a tiring day

2009-09-01T00:55:00.006+08:00

Today is really a tiring day for me

I really thought that I can just go for shopping for one whole day

but actually I cant..

went to The Curve -> Power Centre -> One u

It wasn't that tiring at the beginning but but..

I shopped from 11am - 6pm! *crazy*

plus i was wearing heels!

I have learnt my lesson

p/s : Do not wear heels if you know you are gonna walk (as in keep walking) for few hours!

neways I have bought some tops, pants, lady garments and FOOD~! *HAPPY HAPPY* =D

I still feel worth it though although my feet is still pain now

@@**YIPEE**@@

Back to few days back, 22nd and 23rd August

I had done something really meaningful --- 30 hour famine!

We had lots of activities on the saturday in order to forget the hunger

we were only allowed to have soya bean *and that's kinda fulling ><*

I was freezing at night in one of the rooms in college it was really cold and i think i woke up 3-4

times throughout the night!ppffft =.=''

*we were required to wear mask*

So we went Bukit Jalil the next day

few stars and malaysian singers were there

and last but not least - the most popular star of the day - AH MEI

It is really meaningful and I will participate again for 30 hour famine next year

Hope you all will join too ya! ^^

Pre National Day

2009-08-29T16:06:00.011+08:00

Our school children are requested to dress in costumes for National Day on the Friday

All of them were SO CUTE and ADORABLE!!

I would love to take picture with every one of them but I had to take care of my class kids so I did not have the chance to do so ='(

First of all. Soo Bin!
A cute little korean girl with her "annyohaseyo" greets

Next is Jasmine!
A vietnamese-british (i think) girl
She is kinda misbehaving in class as she always pushes her friends
but now she is getting better!

Meeka!
The indian girl of the day
she is very charming and a shy girl
an independent girl

Next is Zoya!
An august enrollment baby
another girl whom is getting better in her behaviour =D

Aiden! (also called Bong)
throws tantrum very easily
guess thats because he is still young
one month+ old
but he is cute does'nt he?

I din manage to snap all of them individually
these are the kids in my class
how can we miss out a group picture of them!

They are my rainbows!
they brighten up my days
I Love them!

ti si tahw?

2009-08-28T02:46:00.004+08:00

icantsleepandijustwannadosomethingtorelaxmymindandiamverysleepyalreadyactuallybutlotsof
thingsarefloatinginmymindandicantsleepshouldishouldinotidontknowicanoricantidontknowthatsi
timgoingtobednowcauseimgoingtoexplodealreadynightssweetdreamstakecare

District 9

2009-08-28T01:38:00.003+08:00

Violent + terrible + horible + scary + heart attack + disgusting = DISTRICT 9

But it was a nice movie though =D

Egocentrism

2009-08-26T22:08:00.002+08:00

As usual I sent the children out to their parents on my gate duty day

there was this boy, I have sent him into the car

and the mother came down from the car with her son and a little daughter

I wonder why, thought something had happened

so I asked the mother, and guess what did the mother say?

*she was pointing to her husband who was in the car*

"he is on the phone"

I was like ...........................................=.=" speechless~!

I was thinking what century already now and yet things like this still happen

then my principal told me that that's korean's tradition

the wife respect the husband

but dont you think that's a little bit too over?

I am thinking does the mother always do that when her husband is on call everytime

....EGOCENTRISM

=P

2009-08-25T01:30:00.003+08:00

Edited. haha will update about 30 hour famine on another day!^^

Is it LOVE --------- or just a HOT CRUSH?

2009-08-15T15:15:00.005+08:00

Let's do the test below and see if you really love or just a hot crush to him.

p/s : This test is only for girls =D

1) I feel good about myself when I'm around him
Agree____ Disagree____

2) We could spend all night talking and never run out of stuff to say
Agree____ Disagree____

3) I want him to meet important people in my life, like my parents or grandparents
Agree____ Disagree____

4) He's like my best friend---only I like making out with him
Agree____ Disagree____

5) I've seen him at his worst (like after he lost a big game), and I still think he's amazing
Agree____ Disagree____

6) I'm totally comfortable around him, and I'm not afraid to say exactly what I think to him
Agree____ Disagree____

7) I want to tell him everything. He is the first person I call when something happens
Agree____ Disagree____

8) We've fought, but we worked it out and listened to each other
Agree____ Disagree____

9) I'm okay making sacrifices for him, like giving up a date so he can study
Agree____ Disagree____

Done?

Calculate how many you have agreed with the answers
If you agree with seven or more, it is LOVE!

So is yours LOVE or CRUSH?

^^

2009-08-13T01:38:00.003+08:00

I..............................

Think.....................................

Im going to sleep now! =P nights!

Boringgg

2009-08-12T02:37:00.002+08:00

I was just toooooo boring in the car and this is what i did

=P

Kiwanis Fund Raising Day!

2009-08-09T23:58:00.024+08:00

My friends and I went to Kiwanis as volunteers today!hehe

By the way Kiwanis is a Down Syndrome Learning Centre for young children located at Taman Megah

1 star = RM1

I bought RM30 and i got 30 stars!! =P

There you go the pictures!

Bookmark..NICE!

He was trying very hard to pick up the guli with the chopsticks

A cute little girl who was playing with the golf

Ice Kacang~~ yummy

Hungry ><

2 stars for 3 ping pong balls.

I got bullied..sobs sob ='(

I scored~!! =P

Although it was tiring but we had lots of fun on that day!!

Oh ya went to a friend's house to do assignment after that =.=
Im so energetic!haha

Carrot cake ^^

2009-08-08T02:14:00.010+08:00

Decided to bake cake again

flipping through the bookS and finally have chosen to bake carrot cake! =D

Tadaa!!Its NICE =P

=D

**P/S : I have no idea why the picture came out this way

woot!

2009-08-06T23:34:00.005+08:00

Naked and topless riders trot through Hyde Park to raise money for a cancer charity!

Drool guys LOL

!@#$%^&*(

2009-08-06T00:23:00.003+08:00

Have you ever waited a lift for half an hour before?

I HAVE!!!

!@#$%^&*

25 floors of a condominium and my friend stays at 25th floor =.=

the pizza that we ordered has reached and we were still waiting for the lift

as everyone knows pizza delivery takes half an hour to be delivered

the management of the condo is really bad!!

Ppffffttttt..

什么是爱？

2009-08-04T17:41:00.003+08:00

爱你，所以希望你快乐

爱你，所以会关心你

爱你，所以会担心你

爱你，所以会想你

爱你，所以才会嫉妒

爱你，所以才会想要拥有你

爱你，所以愿意为你付出

爱你，所以不想看到你哭

爱你，所以让你去

谢谢你教会我如何去爱一个人

使我明白爱的意义

希望你可以找到一个更好的

和得到真正的快乐